100. I am a procrastinator
99. I procrastinate so bad, to the point that it can be embarrassing
98. I am dependent, I was worse before Carter was born
97. While growing up, I was not left home alone over night until the day I moved out at 18.
96. I hated Mike when we first met. I was physically attracted to him, but thought that he was too cocky.
95. I swear like a trucker (or a sailor)
94. I am only slightly afraid of the dark, but I can’t sleep unless it’s pitch black
93. I hate earwigs
92. I am deathly afraid of being stung by a bee after getting stung in the mouth when I was 9
91. The thought of raising a toddler and a newborn scares me a lot
90. I am often envious of people that have a lot of material items, though, I wouldn’t say that I was materialistic
89. My parents divorced when I was 2
88. I have pretty low self esteem and only recently has it been getting better
87. I crave the ability to design homes- interior design, exterior design, but NOT architecture
86. I thought being a SAHM was the most boring and horrible job, until I became one
85. I want to travel more, yet I am afraid to go alone
84. I hate thinking that Carter may develop my dependency and I try VERY hard to make him very independent
83. I have never lived a day in my life alone
82. I hate thunderstorms
81. I lose interest in things too quickly, especially if I don’t see quick results
80. I don’t often try new things because I am afraid to embarrass myself
79. I am pretty thick skinned, unless it’s someone very close to me
78. I tend to let people very close to me walk all over me
77. I can be a huge bitch and be really rude, to the point where sometimes it makes Mike mad
76. I hate Brussels sprouts
75. I can drive manual, and prefer it
74. My favourite band is Pearl Jam
73. I am a huge gossip, I love hearing it and reading it
72. I am obsessed with celebrities
71. I love reality TV
70. I am worried about having another kid with Mike because I think of all the work I will have to do while he watches TV
69. I can’t wait to have another baby to have another full year off work
68. I hate some people that I work with and have thought the most evil things about them
67. At night I always feel that there is a peeping tom outside my windows and I rush to make sure that the blinds are closed as soon as I go in a room
66. I have once sent money to a friend online that I have never met IRL
65. I trust too easily
64. I love hot stuff
63. Sometimes I wonder if I should have married my husband
62. I was scared that Carter would be an ugly baby
61. I am scared of surgery, I have never had to have it
60. I am still very good friends with two people I met in elementary school
59. I avoid the phone now, I have no desire to talk on it anymore
58. I’m not that great a cook
57. I don’t think I’m that good of an entertainer to friends and family
56. I used to avoid social gatherings with people from my past because I gained about 40lbs and was embarrassed
55. I feel like I do not live my life to it’s potential and hate it, yet do nothing about it
54. I can be a jealous person
53. I always think of worst case scenario
52. I fear getting in a car accident
51. My brother makes me so mad when he acts so selfish and inconsiderate, but I never tell him
50. I hate standing up to my family because I fear that they will be mad and we’ll never talk again
49. My aunt and I hadn’t talked in nearly 8 years until this past February and she was a complete bitch to me
48. My grandpa S. was the first close relative to pass away and I am still really upset about it
47. I am such a wuss when I am sick
46. I used to suck my thumb until I was 12
45. I was bullied in elementary school a lot, I am still sad about the way I was treated some times
44. When I reached high school I became much more popular and was so much happier
43. I know now that my first real crush in high school was my first love
42. I used to drink a lot in high school, to the point that my overprotective mother thought I had a drinking problem
41. I fear turning out like my mom, though I love her
40. I am addicted to carbs and junk food
39. I could eat a Wendy’s single everyday for the rest of my life
38. I hate Burger King
37. I dread throwing up, I would rather have explosive diarhea everyday. (TMI)
36. I like to drive and have no destination
35. I miss college, I’d love to go back but not have the bills
34. I think about debt all the time, it consumes me
33. I HATE cleaning the bathroom
32. I sat in front of the TV for nearly two weeks when Carter was born watching the Hurricane Katrina stuff 24/7
31. I did the same when 9/11 happened
30. Water is my favourite drink
29. I like to read, but would rather be online
28. I wonder if I have an addiction to the internet
27. I dread going back to work
26. I am faking my enthusiasm for returning to work for my boss’ benefit
25. I love my dog as though she were my child
24. My husband *says* that he has secrets he’ll never tell me for fear that I will leave him, I am really wondering what they are
23. I’ve never stolen anything
22. I used to vandalize other people’s property when I was younger
21. I used to drive drunk
20. I still smoke occasionally
19. I used to plan my day around TV before DVRs
18. I am very disorganized
17. I wish I was organized like I was when I was younger
16. I think my husband is a big child and will never grow up, hence the reason I call him “Manchild”
15. I hate to sweat
14. I don’t really believe in a God, but I catch myself praying
13. Sometimes I think that I’d be better off alone
12. Siblings of 2 of my friends died within a week of each other 4 years ago and I vowed that I would be closer to mine and only now and getting there
11. I go to bed later then Mike so that I don’t have to deal with him trying to get some action every night
10. I hate mornings
9. I have been late for work I don’t know how many times because I hate getting up in the morning
8. I only started drinking coffee regularly 6 years ago
7. I wish I played sports like I used to
6. I am very sarcastic
5. I didn’t want a boy when I found out I was pregnant
4. Unless they know, many people think that Carter was an accident and he wasn’t
3. I say such hurtful things to Mike when we are fighting and always feel bad after, but I can’t stop saying them
2. I wonder if he wants a divorce sometimes
1. I have thought about doing this list for a long time, but thought that I was too boring and that no one would read the entire thing anyway