Today I cleaned under the fridge and under the stove, I also cleaned the walls of the cabinets where “things” fall between the stove and then walls. YUCK.
I dusted under the bed and my dresser and cleaned the garbage in the kitchen as well as under the sink, all the spots and yuckiness.
I’d say I’ve done very well.
I even spent wasted time cleaning the toy box out and putting the smaller toys where they blong and the bigger on their side.
I even did some of the work I was doing before returning to work (still confusing?) yet I feel as though I have been “wasting” time in front of the computer all day. I know I haven’t been here that much, but I feel guilty for the short periods that I have been here.
I am beginning to hate the fact that I spent so much of my “free” time during this past year sitting at this desk and being online during naps and at night. I hardly ventured outdoors, hardly at all.
I am hoping that this fall is a new start, with returning to work maybe I can work on reprioritizing everything. I can make time to be with Carter at night (and Mike of course :p) and get to the gym during my lunch times… walk the dog more often and read… I want to spend less time here as much as I love the people that I have met online.. they know what I am feeling and many are in the same shoes… just trying to get the motivation to live outside this world onf online communties and be with real life family and friends.
It’s a new beginning. I can go back to work and choose to NOT procrastinate, and I can get my ass up early and be at work on time. I can choose to domy work instead of wasting my day away online. (Bad Sam)
I truly have a fresh start this time. I just hope that I can make these new goals stick. I really hope I don’t fall back on old habits!
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