Just got back from a pedicure and new fresh set of acrylic nails. Yes, I wear fake ass nails. I couldn’t grow my natural nails to save my life, so I resort to fake ones. MUCH better then the real thing.
I saved my loot for this one, though, the place that I go is relatively inexpensive and the people are great.
Anyway, that’s more money spent for this wedding (yes Tina, the dress that I have been talking about for about a year now, LMAO) it’s finally just around the corner. I will be a bridesmaid next weekend! My first time too. It’s the one thing that I can do to make self feel a little glamorous, because let’s face it, I am feeling so far gone these days. I feel like a heap of smelly dung that has been sitting in the hot sun for days.
I need a makeover, something. I need to feel human and not like I just pulled my clothes out of a dumpster, and like a second class citizen. I need to majorly get a closet overhaul.
If I could get away with it, I would max the shit out of my credit cards and buy a whole lot of new clothes… but there’s this little thing called a conscience and I will hyperventelate and have a panic attack once I have the bill in my hand - so that’s what keeps me from a spending spree.