Our wacky and wild adventures this past weekend, that’s all I can call it. I needed time to process it and get over the anger of some of it. Where to start.

First, the wedding was fantastic. Beautiful! Great weather for the ceremony and pictures, rain for the reception which was fine, everything was indoors. I had too much wine (surprise, surprise) and cried at the end of the night when the bride and groom were leaving.… then as I was walking to my friend’s car to get my stuff out of it, I fell in an unused fire pit – we were staying in trailers in the conservation area where the reception was. I never laughed so hard! Hurt a little and have a bruise, but it’s all good. I was wearing my dress and everything too, no damages to the dress, just needs a good dry cleaning. I was so jealous that they are having a great honeymoon together in Jamaica and I can’t wait until they come back, I am dying to talk to her!

The other thing… I wrote it all out and then thought about putting that on the internet and not knowing who could see it and what repercussions that may have for my family, so I opted against spelling it out. I was just soooo upset about it all. I am very much against it, and my husband did it… and could have had very very terrible repercussions if he had been caught or worse killed someone.

*sigh*

So, things are better. We’ve been fighting a lot more lately and I have been wondering where we are going to be in a years time. We’re getting meaner and meaner to each other and poor Carter deserves better then that, we all do. I just hope things get better, I can’t imagine they can get much worse.