I shouldn’t be here. I should be doing something else like cleaning, and laundry and sleeping. Yet, I am here again. I can’t seem to part with this computer!

I love that I have something other then TV. But I hate that I never get anything done because I am SURFING!
First it was message boards, then MySpace, and now blogging and surfing other blogs! I can’t stop!

I do love that I meet so many new people and that we develop relationships online, but so weird that we never actually ever meet. The fact that I share more with complete strangers then I do with people in-real-life is just creepy when I think hard about it.
And with returning to work, I have found that a lot of the internet friendships I have made have began to fall to the wayside. I am just so busy and I like to sit here and veg and not feel like I have to have a conversation and that I have to feel obligated to initiate a conversation when I see someone come online.

You all know that I love you, if you’re reading this… and you know that you know exactly how I feel and what I am trying to say. I feel guilty that I haven’t been in contact with so many of my online friends. *hugs* to you!

I am dead tired and don’t even know if I am making sense, or if I am actually even getting my point across. But even though I don’t make sense, I still want to blog - is that classified as an obsession?

Note to self: get priorities straight.

Must sleep.

Yes, the time stamp at the bottom is correct, it is now 7:47pm. Bedtime.