Still here. At work today; not sure how long this is going to last. I feel like a bag of smashed assholes.

On top of being sick, I got my period; which is one of the WORST things when you’re freakin’ sick I mean, c’mon? Can’t it be bad enough being sick, but stupid Aunt Flow has to come at the same time? Gimme a break!

It’s gonna take me about 6 months to clean my house up from the past 4 days that I’ve done nothing. It’s truly baffling how a 30 year old and a 2 year old can wreak havoc and turmoil of the greatest magnitude in FOUR days without someone following around to clean up the mess. *shakes head* I think I should just sell them, with the house.

I’ve been super weepy the past couple days too, what, with the sleep deprivation, fear of swallowing (sickos! as if I could even contemplate that - though the house may have been a bit cleaner), and plain ol’ bordem I’ve been crying at the stupidest stuff. Yesterday I sat around watching A Baby Story, Bringing Home Baby and BirthDays; I think I cried every time on of those bitches popped out a kid. Watching them struggle with night feedings and multiple children scared me right into the arms of abstinence.

Even this morning, dropping Carter off at daycare was harder then normal. He’s one smart kid, I’ll give him that much; he will kick you while you’re down. The crying at drop off was more then I could take today. I could barely contain my own tears walking back out to the car. I called Mike just bawling, telling him I could take it anymore and that I hated leaving Carter crying every day. I wanted to quit work and stay home with my baby. On any other day I could have handled it, knowing full well that once I’m out the door, the crying stops and he’s off terrorizing charming the class. But this morning? I was so ready to just quit. To pack it all up and cuddle my baby.

Enough sappy shit (see, total basket case this week!)

Got my award! Thanks to all who voted!! I’m super giddy and so oh very grateful that you take my love for buttons are seriously as I do! (p.s. I am a comment and traffic whore too. What can you do about that?!)

I know I promised boobies, but I’m on a work computer blogging - which is bad enough, so I would want to add pornographic pictures into the mix. If I’m gonna leave it’s gonna be on my own accord; it certainly ain’t gonna be for posting nudies from my work computer.