Lately I’ve become so indecisive and all over the map about everything.

Like this blog design for instance. I look at it, and it’s nice and all… but then I stop by other sites and see fabulous designs that get me thinking and I wanna change again. It’s not just designing that I’m having creative conflicts with. There’s bedding for the nursery, paint colours which need changing, but to what? And themes. Should I do a theme? Solid colours? A new stroller? Gah!  Can’t ask Mike because everything is just fine and nothing needs change and we can just use Carter’s crib bedding, leave the paint as it is (orange, just so you know) and don’t worry about so much. But it’s fuckin’ orange and that was great 3 years ago when it when with Carter’s Safari theme, but I’m so over that!

And he tells me this as he sits back and relaxes, playing WOW while I struggle give The Toddler a cup of milk AND a cup of water because Oh My God Woman! I Can’t Have Just One Or The Other! I Need Both!

[Computer woes continue in The House of Me. He's hogging it dammit and I can't get any work done on designs! How am I ever going to get hired and do more designs to buy my coveted Flamingo Pink Dell laptop? The Stress!]

It’s a thing of beauty I tell you.

Men just don’t understand.

[I don't understand how us women live longer when men seem to be far more carefree and content with all the little things. How do they manage to die sooner?]

My concentration level at work is declining faster then ever. I find myself reading more gossip sites and blogs online completely distracted instead doing what should be done throughout the day. It’s hard to punch numbers and forecast upcoming work hours when I am fighting off heartburn, having to pee every 5 minutes and getting kicked and punched every which way.

64 days to go until one year of Maternity Leave.

1, 650, 285 days until I can finally watch/read/listen to something that doesn’t talk about the US election.

Seriously. Am I the only person that’s completely over all this election stuff? I know, I’m not American, but yes, the election affects us Canadians almost as greatly as US citizens. Sure, it’s a BIG year; there will either be the first African American President, or the first White Female President (because even though I’m not, I’m Democratic and Republicans just don’t have a chance.) I can’t even twitter without being bombarded by election this, election that. I can’t stinkin’ wait until November now.

Oh happy days.

Did you make it through without getting totally lost? It’s just a well formed mess of words and thoughts and I feel better already.

I can’t wait until I have coherent thoughts again and my brain has some substance again.

Am I just wishful thinking?

Be straight with me. Is there a chance that I can get creative juices flowing again and articulate a sentence that makes sense or am I going to have a Mommy-pregnancy-brain from this point on?

Oh look.

Something shiny!