July 24th, 2008
My Dearest Matthew;
I’m not really sure how to start this, so I’ll just come out and say it.
Things between us have changed, our lives are moving in different directions. It’s been happening for some time now, I just wasn’t willing or ready to face it. I wanted to believe that you were still very much the man for me as you’ve been for so many years. I thought I was able to accept your relationship with her.
I didn’t think she would change things. I thought it was a relationship similar to those of the past but I’d be naive to believe that was still a possibility. I can’t be the other woman.
Not anymore.
Especially not when there’s a child involved.
I’ve moved on Matthew and it’s time you did too.
I know this may come as a shock, but over time you will see that this is truly what’s right. I want nothing but the best for you and I know in my heart that I can’t give you that.
It’s not you, it’s me. I just want more. I want what we used to have, and I’ve been kidding myself into believing that was still a possibility.
I will always have a special place for you in my heart.
I’m sorry Matthew, but this is goodbye.
Always and Forever,
Samantha
SO YUM! But I’m so over it (I think.)












Gawd, he’s a hottie…. *drool*
I think I’ll still love him, even if you don’t!
Jen A’s last blog post..Neighbors Much?
July 24th, 2008 at 12:17 pm
meh. he lost me at the bongos…
July 24th, 2008 at 12:52 pm
He’s still on my top 5 list…only when he’s cleaned up though. I don’t like his scruffy look.
Mrs. Schmitty’s last blog post..Stop Calling Me Evander!
July 24th, 2008 at 1:05 pm
Awwww :(.
Let’s find you a new shirtless boyfriend :). Or yanno, if Criss works for you then I am truly happy for you both!
Hilly’s last blog post..Kicked Off My Shoes, Shut Reason Out…
July 24th, 2008 at 1:08 pm
Oh honey, you’re too good for Criss.
Miss Britt’s last blog post..Next they’ll be shipping me off to charm school
July 24th, 2008 at 1:19 pm
Man, you had me fooled at first. I should’ve scrolled down…I was totally thinking “man, her husband’s gonna kill her…”
As you can see that’s where my mind is at in my life right now. Glad I found you.
Petite Gamine’s last blog post..I’ve been outed
July 24th, 2008 at 1:22 pm
@ Britt: ya, maybe but DAMN.
July 24th, 2008 at 1:44 pm
@ Mrs. Scmitty: oh still top 5, but he’s been overtaken by a new man. LOL He’s just lost some of that appeal over the past couple months….
July 24th, 2008 at 1:46 pm
I think you made a wise choice. But that might be because HELLO. MATTHEW IS UP FOR GRABS NOW.
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July 24th, 2008 at 1:56 pm
Maybe I’m the wrong gender, but he always seemed pretty bleh compared to other unattainable men out there.
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July 24th, 2008 at 6:29 pm
Does this mean I can have him?!
Sandra’s last blog post..So He Won’t Get Beat Up
July 24th, 2008 at 9:54 pm
I’m sorry to hear it’s over. Honestly, you can do better. He’s overrated.
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July 25th, 2008 at 8:07 am
I dunno, he IS awfully yummy.
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July 25th, 2008 at 3:12 pm
shooot I’ll take him off your hands! He’s my number ONE! I’ll take him unwashed, with a beard, straight out of the gutter! ;o]mmm mmm good!
Chris is a hottie but MAN there is something about a man that can walk on water or pull someone in half, I’m NOT GOING THERE! I’d be scared of the freaky shit he’d pull out during sex. or what it would take to get him off. SOrry minds in the gutter (w/ matthew)LOL!!
Elizabeth (M and Ts Mom)’s last blog post..Our secret hide out!
July 27th, 2008 at 6:53 pm
@Elizabeth: Haahahah! Maybe the freaky shit Criss could do wouldn’t be half bad! And ya, I’d take MMc unshaved, unshowered and stinky too… well, maybe I would have… LOL
July 27th, 2008 at 7:29 pm