My heart is heavy.
My mind is swirling.
My conscience is misguided.
I ache.
Sometimes I try too hard.
Sometimes not enough.
Sometimes my actions are perceived as thoughtful and friendly.
Sometimes my actions are mistaken for malicious or callous.
Sometimes I just screw up.
I try hard to be the person others want me to be.
I want to be someone others can count.
I want to be the one that people come to.
I want to be a problem solver.
I want to be a fixer.
I want to be everyone’s friend.
Sometimes I speak before I think.
Sometimes I react before I think it through.
Sometimes I have only my best intentions.
If only you could see into my heart.
If only you could see what my purpose is.
If only you were able to read my mind.
If only.
Now I wait.
Now I wonder.
Now I hope.
Now I plead.
Jodee says:
((hugs)))
July 14th, 2009 at 10:46 am
melissa says:
OH (((hugs))) Sam. I can’t imagine what you are feeling. Hope it works out.
July 14th, 2009 at 10:54 am
MommaSunshine says:
((hugs)) to you.
Hang in there.
July 14th, 2009 at 12:38 pm
Midwest Mommy says:
Ok, I have no clue what is going on with the internets today. First Casey, then Heather now you? Did I miss something?
July 14th, 2009 at 12:48 pm
CreepyMommy says:
(((hugs.))) and lots of good vibes.
The internets are faaling apart today
July 14th, 2009 at 1:04 pm
AmazingGreis says:
I can totally relate to all the posts like this today.
Hope all is OK and that it gets better soon.
XOXO
July 14th, 2009 at 1:42 pm
Karly says:
The internet is having a breakdown! What the heck is going on?
Hang in there.
July 14th, 2009 at 2:52 pm
mama2addie says:
What’s happening to the internets!? First Heather, then Casey and now you!? Oh noes!
((hugs))
July 14th, 2009 at 4:16 pm
Suzy Voices says:
Hugs to you! And all the good vibes too. It will get better.
July 14th, 2009 at 6:01 pm
rachel-asouthernfairytale says:
sending hugs.
July 14th, 2009 at 7:53 pm
Amanda says:
Hugs! I’m not quite sure what’s going on with everyone but I hope whatever it is gets resolved quick for all of you!
(((hugs)))
July 14th, 2009 at 11:52 pm
flutter says:
you fly
you shine
you sparkle
July 15th, 2009 at 12:47 am
mamatulip says:
This is a very tormented sounding post, Sam. What’s up? You okay?
July 15th, 2009 at 7:47 am
Lisa says:
I don’t know what’s going on but I wanted to send you some good vibes and ((hugs)).
July 15th, 2009 at 8:40 am
MG @ MommyGeekology.com says:
This sounds a lot like what I want to say to my mother.
(hugs) I hope that you feel better soon and have some positive resolution.
July 15th, 2009 at 10:26 am
Heather @ Domestic Extraordinaire says:
(((((Sam))))))) you really look like you could use those today.
July 15th, 2009 at 12:56 pm
shawna says:
That was great!
July 19th, 2009 at 12:45 am