My heart is heavy.
My mind is swirling.
My conscience is misguided.
I ache.
Sometimes I try too hard.
Sometimes not enough.
Sometimes my actions are perceived as thoughtful and friendly.
Sometimes my actions are mistaken for malicious or callous.
Sometimes I just screw up.
I try hard to be the person others want me to be.
I want to be someone others can count.
I want to be the one that people come to.
I want to be a problem solver.
I want to be a fixer.
I want to be everyone’s friend.
Sometimes I speak before I think.
Sometimes I react before I think it through.
Sometimes I have only my best intentions.
If only you could see into my heart.
If only you could see what my purpose is.
If only you were able to read my mind.
If only.
Now I wait.
Now I wonder.
Now I hope.
Now I plead.
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((hugs)))
OH (((hugs))) Sam. I can’t imagine what you are feeling. Hope it works out.
((hugs)) to you.
Hang in there.
Ok, I have no clue what is going on with the internets today. First Casey, then Heather now you? Did I miss something?
(((hugs.))) and lots of good vibes.
The internets are faaling apart today
I can totally relate to all the posts like this today.
Hope all is OK and that it gets better soon.
XOXO
The internet is having a breakdown! What the heck is going on?
Hang in there.
What’s happening to the internets!? First Heather, then Casey and now you!? Oh noes!
((hugs))
Hugs to you! And all the good vibes too. It will get better.
sending hugs.
Hugs! I’m not quite sure what’s going on with everyone but I hope whatever it is gets resolved quick for all of you!
(((hugs)))
you fly
you shine
you sparkle
This is a very tormented sounding post, Sam. What’s up? You okay?
I don’t know what’s going on but I wanted to send you some good vibes and ((hugs)).
This sounds a lot like what I want to say to my mother.
(hugs) I hope that you feel better soon and have some positive resolution.
(((((Sam))))))) you really look like you could use those today.
That was great!
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