I am always having trouble with Messenger now. It’s really annoying! It won’t sign it, it shuts itself down. Ugh. I hate computers sometimes.

First of all let me say that I am VERY much an advocate for animals. I love them and try to do what I can to help them. I care for my own no matter the cost and provide them with anything and everything that they need.

But I think I am starting to HATE my cat. He’s so dirty! He just pissed all over my bra I had thrown to the basement to go in the laundry - so it was dirty anyway, but fuck!
He shits on the carpet in the laundry room. I have washed it scrubbed it and used animal odour removers to get him to stop and sure enough.. there’s a fresh pile, near the litter box. The litter box is cleaned - I’ve cleaned it… I’ve washed it out, made sure it’s emptied, fresh litter… he uses it.. but still insists on shitting on my floor!
The barfs his food that he devours too fast all over the basement carpet and leaves random hair balls everywhere. He sits on my window sills and leaves dirty ass little foot prints all over.
Some times he even leaves a bloody bum print. *GAG, GAG, GAG* When he sits on the window, or the kitchen floor (I’ve talked to the vet about this and it’s “normal” he said since Connor eats dry foods, and not to worry if it’s on the outside, once it’s mixed with his poops then I have to consult the vet again.)

But fuck, I am so sick of how dirty he is, and with Carter exploring more and more it’s really getting to me. He doesn’t need to venture into that disgusting mess - though I am very careful to clean it all up.

I refuse to get rid of the cat, though many have suggested it. A lot actually, it’s almost insulting how many times my mom says “get rid of that cat” and she doesn’t even know the half of his messes. I made a life long commitment to him and I promise to keep it. Even if I am miserable in the process.

I swear he’s the devil.

I finally admit that I am totally and completely addicted to Reality TV. Everything I watch is a reality show. I have completely abandoned sitcomes and dramas - well except 24.

Thank Gawd for DVR because otherwise I would spend everynight glued to the television. I really hate just sitting there like a blob doing nothing. I didn’t mind it about 2 years ago as that was really all Mike and I did - come home for work and watch TV from the moment we got home until the moment we went to bed. Yuck. I much prefer being busier and getting out, rather then wasting time infront of that thing…

BUT then there is Rockstar:Supernova, Big Brother, Hell’s Kitchen (it’s now finished though) which take up TOO much time during the week since BB and Rockstar are 3 shows a WEEK!
Rockstar last night was so good. Dilana singing with Jason, Tommy and Gilby was perfect, she so has this in the bag. Her, TLee and Dave Navarro are the only reason I watch the show, LOL
p.s. So I don’t get in trouble, this picture belongs to Rockstar: Supernova.

Is everyone having trouble opening and commenting on this page… not that there are alot of you that are reading it… but I wonder because Shawna’s made a comment that she’s having trouble.

Please, if you’re reading this leave a comment and tell me so if it is this page I can change the template!

Cheers!